for all it's worth


the crazy i smile for.

question: who would you turn to if you needed a shoulder to cry on?
answer: this time i will not cry.

dissapointment can be spelt in three letters; y, o and u.

so i dont know why i try so hard to be the perfect that you want me to be when you spell dissapointment in exactly the same way, expect every single time, the 'you' turns out to be me.

it drives me crazy sometimes, dont you know? but it doesnt really matter. it doesnt make much of a difference.

after all, you never wanted to know.


sheesh i am in a bad bad mood. come close enough and i will not hesitate to bite. i feel like i could scream my lungs out until people across the street can hear me. i want to cry and laugh all at once and watch me wreck myself apart.

but all i want to do right now, is to go to sleep.